Lets get into my whole little drug thing. They say addiction is a chemical imbalance in the brain, but I disagree. Shall I explain?
Imagine waking up every morning, with the sun shining in your room, the birds are singing, and you feel like everything is gonna be better than fine. Like the way you feel when you are having a great day and you think you can do anything and there are no obstacles, no stress, no sadness... You smile for no other reason, than that you are actually truly happy. Try to remember how as a child, how excited you would get when you got presents, and how happy you were playing, how a simple thing as a box opened up all sort of possibilities of being anything from a spaceship to a car...
Now what if you can feel like that every day. Would you want anything else? Would you want to wake up to rain and cold and you feeling like blah! Or waking up and the first thing that pops in your crammed brain is your To Do List for the day or your work crap that you didn't finish the day before. NO you wouldn't. If you could you would spend the rest of your drab life trying to wake up with a smile and the feeling of utter happiness. And that feeling is the addiction. The urge to feel that, not the drug – but the natural desire as humans to be happy. In Utopia. We need that to survive in this hectic mad world and we will stop at nothing to feel like that. It is our God given right to smile every moment and sing and dance and enjoy being alive. Now ask yourself what would you do to have that? Still think you can't become an addict???
